Hey, it’s almost a year.

It’s almost a year since my last post. I am here to write something about programming but realized that my last post was last year on 26 march!

Since, I am already here, let’s recap of what happened from the past whole year.

Post breakup, I was very busy with work. I am much more confident of myself now than ever. Maybe I was growing up through that phase. A phase where a person falls to rock bottom and found a dim light above, which gives courage to reach it.

Although it broke my heart at first, it’s now just another page to me, my life’s been spiced up and down, and I started to felt that I had became apathetic to lovey dovey phase in life anymore.

Around April, I went to Hanoi for a short-over-the-weekend vacation. Well, coz the ticket I bought for my ex to go back my hometown together had been called off.. tsk. I used the credit from that ticket and purchased the 3 days trip. It was fun, I found some new friends, learned about them and the best? I could enjoy the breeze air at Ha Long Bay! The place was spectacular and I planned to visit Hanoi again for Sapa.

Went to Taipei on May for business trip and learned more about new technologies coming up. But after a year, I don’t see much progress on those technologies. All I could think of it was as a working holiday. Enjoy the cultural differences and visited my aunt.

On August, I went to Bangkok with the friend I made in Hanoi. Well, our relationship was kinda wrecked after the trip tho. Maybe I was and am still not ready for another relationship…

The last quarter of the year was the most frustrating moment of my life. I had been thinking about ending life and tried to leave all behind or find another job. Well, I submitted my resignation, but I still stay here til now (/sweat). The frustration has pushed my limit to another level to reach something more meaningful. Making me a better person perhaps. Man gotta stick with his principles. And for me, the most important thing are integrity and attitude.

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New friends

I planned an activity with my colleagues to visit an NGO which help people with learning disabilities group together last week. It was only for 5 hours, but I am glad that we had the chance to go together.

Our new friends were not much different from us, though they need to be guided to excel. Most importantly I am wishing that our society can accept them as they are. It’s not that difficult to judge people from first impression, but once you get to know them, you will be able see their perspective of life.

As weird as they go, I feel not much different. I am weird too. I have my social skills issues too. But I know how to keep them to myself – whilst our new friends cannot. They might like this for the rest of their life, it only left for the normal people to sympathise with them, give them the same chance we give to our children.

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Why does singing make me yawn?

According to Dummies.com

Yawning happens all the time when working on breath control. The body gets confused with the different amount of air coming in, and you yawn. Voice students yawn plenty during lessons and are embarrassed at first. Don’t worry — it’s okay to yawn when you’re working on your breathing.

So that’s why I’ve been yawning every time I try to sing a full song…

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The right people


Have you ever watched Hunter X Hunter animation or even read the manga? There is a group of bad guys that I admire. Their back stories show those bandits came from the lowest place of society. They are depicted as a highly renowned gang in the story’s universe. But what make them cool is that their group called Phantom Troupe and they use spider as their emblem.

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Knowledge knows no border

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Some say that knowledge knows no border, the others say that contains your knowledge and silence is gold. Being a man with open mind is really difficult sometimes, you need to judge and to think critically. I am not expert, there are billions of stuffs beyond my brain capacity to process, but to think open-minded I will have to do it anyway. This is why I loved philosophy. There is no absolute right nor wrong, everything is balanced out accordingly, like yin yang.

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